I think what you saw was my small
frustration.. sometimes in the bar,
when the conversation turns to the
intamate, I feel so STUPID.. so left OUT..
I squint, confused, as if studying a
crossword puzzle where I know all the
vertical and none of the.. horizontal..
answers. ha ha *LOL*

I know you have heard the joke about
the five blind men asked to evaluate
an elephant.. each grabs a seperate area
.. SEX-LOVE-Relationship..
what an ELEPHANT!

I am by nature courious AND cautious,
a gamblers instinct and a bankers trust!
I have almost no opportunity..
evan a kiss is like a dinner with
something rare being served..

In my mind there are two Leighs..
one like Botticelli's venus, sea-anemone
hand protecting her assets.. the other,
fuled by deeper desires, winking ALL
too willingly at imagined opportunity
like a skirt in a funhouse... Still, there
are more reservations than
temptations in my life.

In reality, I am singleminded in my
persuit of what I want. I am blessed
with a sheltered life, I am the luckiest
of people.. At times, as I slave away at
my Steinway sweatshop spindle I dream
of chucking it all, of desire and exhausting
myself on its narrow aims.. but my
reality is altogether boring.

Thank you for your letter! That lesson
isn't lost on me.. By the way.. you don't
have girls.. do you?.. ha ha.. I think I
remember .. not.. too bad. I think thats
a wonderful, loving memory to have..
forgiveness, understanding..
a precious gift.

Thanks again!.. *BIG Hug* .. Leigh

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