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Fireworks
Its scary.. The sudden realization,
like a fireworks empty bang.. that
I don't have a clue whats really
going on in a situation.. this flash
is usually followed, like the shockwave
after-boom, by some shocking, new
reality. It happens now and then
and its always paralyzingly frightening..
Realizing my paradigms and perceptions
are so tenuous, so fallible!.

Gods greatest mercy, I think,
is hiding from us our just how
lame we really are! The minds
myopic eye, its self ignorance,
is a blessing..

Friends and family know our faults
and we theirs.. our mutual overlookings
forming acceptance..

After life's shocks and adjusted
realities.. the friend turned to bad..
the hopeless, confused romance..
the heart, that advocate
of possible love, brings renewal..
and hope, gentle as breathing.


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